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A Coma [
February 17th, 2011 | 3:09pm
]
[ mood | sad ]

February.2011. Lummi Nation.
Throwin up my hands. "WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?"
Oh god. My son. My son. He's gone for life.
State took my daughter the very same day.
I can't take this shit. I'm going insane!!
Falling behind in college. Don't wanna catch up.
But this is my last chance. I can't fuck this up.

 

Memories are buildin up. Buildin up.
And I can't cry.
I'm not sure I can handle this. I can't deal in the right way.

 People making things worse.
Bringing up my daughter. Bringing up my son.
"Fuck man! It's bad enough they're gone. Don't make things worse!"

 I plead and I plead with myself
"Adeline! Wake up!"
I've been in a coma for over a week.

 And I can't wake up.
I can't wake up.

 Please. Adeline. Wake up.
Just. Wake up.



I throw my hands up in the air sometimes.... [
September 15th, 2010 | 7:36pm
]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I've been thinking. And sometimes I think the wrong things. And it hurts.

It hurts to feel forgotten by the people you will remember for the rest of your life. 
It hurts to feel forgotten when you haven't yet said the things that keep you awake at night ~


But it just goes to show....

Only the strong will continue.



*IKNOWYOUHAVEITINYOU*


<3


All The Wild Horses - Ray LaMontagne [
August 12th, 2010 | 4:58pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]

All the wild horses
All the wild horses
Tethered with tears in their eyes
May no man's touch ever tame
May no man's reigns ever chain you
And may no man's weight ever defrayed your soul
And as for the clouds
Just let them roll
Roll away
Roll away
As for the clouds
Just let them roll
Roll away
Roll away

Hurt - Nine Inch Nails [
August 12th, 2010 | 4:54pm
]
[ mood | sad ]

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

RIP relationships [
June 20th, 2010 | 7:55pm
]
 What is up with the couples of today? Why don't they last anymore? Everywhere I look, people are breaking up. Don't make it to a year. Year and a half. 

I am so glad. So thankful that me and my man are still standing. We may not be standing strong, but we're still standing. We've got 2 and a half years behind us. And I'm thinkin' we're gonna have many more years to come. 

But alas, I feel bad for 90% of the couples that I see today. And the couples of yesterday that didn't make it. It really does sadden me. 

Fucking Awesome - Spiderbait [
June 20th, 2010 | 7:48pm
]
You're fucking awesome
You're fucking awesome
You're fucking awesome
You're fucking awesome

I'm just diggin' ya now
I'm diggin' ya now
I'm just diggin' ya now
I'm diggin' ya now

Don't wanna walk away
I couldn't anyway
You fill my empty day
You know you make me stay

'Cause Youre fucking awesome
Youre fucking awesome
Youre fucking awesome
Youre fucking awesome

I'm just diggin' ya now
I'm diggin' ya now
I'm just diggin' ya now
I'm diggin' ya now

Don't wanna walk away
I couldn't anyway
You fill my empty day
You know you make me stay

'Cause youre fuckn awesome
You're fucking awesome
You're fucking awesome
You're fucking awesome

Don't wanna walk away
I couldn't anyway
You fill my empty day

RIP Ronnie James Dio <3 [
May 18th, 2010 | 9:00am
]
[ mood | apathetic ]

 You are the king, nay the God of heavy metal. It's even in your name. But right now you're death is causing Ozzy a bit of hate from fans. I must say that even though yes, you are better, gosh man, you're an unheard fucking prophet! " The world is full of kings and queens, who blind your eyes and steal your dreams"....Even though you're better, I still must say that Ozzy is still my favorite. But I love you both soooooo much! 

RIP my dear friend. Long live your music! Same with you Ozzy! You two will never be forgotten ever!

God damnit Kurt. [
May 17th, 2010 | 10:55am
]
[ mood | crushed ]


Kurt Cobain, why'd you gotta go?
Never got to know about you while you were alive.
Just, 4 years later.
I feel like everything's gone. For all of us.
I'm so tired.

"I hurt myself today"

And so many more.

I don't think it'll ever change.


All my journals are so depressing.



But....I like them.


We're trapped you know. Eternally trapped. Together.
It scares me.

My daughter. She keeps me going. Sometimes I wish for that reason that she wasn't here, 'cause I don't want to be here anymore. And I hate myself even so much more because of it. She's so beautiful.


I'm so tired. And I miss you. Fuck. I still don't want to miss you.

God damnit Kurt. Why'd you have to go?
I never got to know about you, while you were still alive.

Far Behind - Candle Box [
May 17th, 2010 | 10:46am
]
[ mood | depressed ]

Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And then maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends they stand around they watch you crumble
As you falter down to the ground
And then someday
Your friends they stand beside as you were flying
Oh you were flying oh so high
But then someday people look at you for what they call their own
They watch you suffer
Yeah they hear you calling home
And then some day we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
But you left me far behind

Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain

No, no, no
Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer
Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes
But I live with what I've known
And then maybe we might share in something rare
But won't you look at where we've grown
Won't you look at where we've gone
But then someday comes
Tomorrow holds a sense of what I feel for you in my mind
As you trip the final line
And that cold day when you lost control
Shame you left my life so soon you should have told me
But you left me far behind

Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no

Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe baby some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
I said times have changed your friends
They come and watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer
Yeah, they hold you down
Hold you down
Now maybe oh oh, maybe
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far behind

Yes. [
May 12th, 2010 | 7:26pm
]
[ mood | dorky ]

150 Q's
Created by engel86 and taken 174 times on Bzoink
WHAT IS YOUR COMPLETE NAME?:Adeline Amanda Johnson
ARE YOU CRAZY ABOUT SOMEONE?:Indeed.
FAVOURITE COUNTRY?:No.
ARE YOU A RACIST?:A bit. Not much.
HOW MANY CITIES/SUBURBS HAVE YOU LIVED IN?:One
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT? IF SO, WHEN?:No.
DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?:Yes.
FAVOURITE SMELL?:...laundry detergent...Tide to specific.
EVER KISSED SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?:I do everyday.
HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE?:Absolutely none.
WHAT IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?:The feeling I get when my daughter smiles at me.
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?:Don't Worry Be Happy by Bobby McFerrin.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:A powdered donut with raspberry filling.
DO YOU DRINK COFFEE?:No.
WHAT' IS THE WEATHER LIKE ON THIS MOMENT?:Kinda cloudy.
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO BY PHONE?:Mother.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?:Am now.
FAV NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK?:Dr Pepper.
FAV ALCOHOLIC DRINK?:Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
WHAT COLOR EYES DO YOU HAVE?:Brown.
DO YOU WEAR LENSES/GLASSES?:No.
DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS OR SISTERS?:Yes.
FAVOURITE MONTH?:July. It's my daughter's birthday month, and it's summer!
FAVOURITE FOOD?:Pizza and applesauce.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?:In theater, Angels & Demons or Madagascar 2, not in theater, Blues Brothers?
FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?:Don't really have one.
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?:No.
WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?:I guess I'm still reading Indian Killer by Sherman Alexie.
WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?:Last night? Watched episodes of Rescue Me.
SWEET OR SALT POPCORN?:Both are cool.
FAVOURITE CAR?:Don't know. Hondas I guess. A new one.
FAVOURITE FLOWER?:Tulip?
HOW MANY KEYS ARE ON YOUR 'BUNCH OF KEYS?':I don't have any keys. Erica has 4 colorful ones though. LOL.
CAN YOU JUGGLE?:No.
DO YOU PREFER RED OR WHITE WINE?:Grosssssss!
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK IN THE MORNING WHEN YOU GET UP?:What time is it? Lol. It's been that for years.
WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING TO DO BETWEEN NOW AND ONE YEAR?:Work and be a mom.
DO YOU HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?:Just Addie. Used to have a lot, but not no more.
WHAT IS YOUR MOTHERS NAME?:Lois.
WHAT IS YOUR FATHERS NAME?:George.
HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE YOUR JOB?:Wish I had one.
FAVOURITE VACATION SPOT?:If I had one, it would be in a very warm place.
HAVE YOU BEEN OVERSEAS?:No.
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN A TRAFFIC/STREET SIGH?:No.
HAVE YOU BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT?:No. Almost. Several times.
BEST CONCERT YOU�VE BEEN TO?:The only one I've been to. Kiss. Seattle. November 21 2009.
FAVOURITE MOVIE/S?:The Goonies, Princess Bride, Big Lebowski, and so much more.
FAVOURITE TV SHOW/S?:Supernatural, X Files, Twilight Zone, Rescue Me, Dead Like Me.
WHAT DO YOU DO TO RELAX?:Watch TV, take a bath, eat.
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED?:Internet.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?:Sorry.
FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?:Eh.....I don't read magazines.
FAVOURITE MUSIC?:Rock and Roll!
DO YOU HAVE CHILDREN?:YES! One beautiful daughter.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?:Loneliness.
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?:When I get to the phone.
WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?:My daughter and boy.
IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?:Any! Guitar, piano, flute....
DO YOU MISS ANYONE?:Yes.
WHAT'S IN THE BOOT OF YOUR CAR?:I don't have one. I haven't heard "boot" as trunk in years!
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE?:Well, right now I really want to work with the Humane Society...
IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE?:A place that's warm.
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?:Nothing
BEACH, MOUNTAINS OR CITY?:City. Or beach.
DO YOU LIKE COMEDY OR HORROR MOVIES?:COMEDY!
WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT- STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY?:Strong in mind.
WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?:Varies.
WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?:When people don't spay or neuter their pets...even worse, breed them.
DO YOU HAVE PETS?:Not where I live. But I have pets and my parent's.
WHERE DO YOU LIVE?:Bellingham.
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR EYES?:Brown.
WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR HAIR?:Brown.
HOW TALL ARE YOU?:5"2
HOW MANY SCHOOLS HAVE YOU BEEN TO?:3
WHAT KIND OF PERSON WHERE YOU IN SCHOOL?:Very different than now. I was very random.
DO YOU PLAY SPORTS?:No.
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU LIKE WATCHING?:Baseball.
HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH?:Several.
WORDS OR PHRASES YOU OVERUSE::I actually don't overuse phrases.
CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW::Crystal or Jean Marie.
DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND?:Yes.
FUTURE SON NAMES?:I actually can't remember them.
FUTURE DAUGHTER NAMES?:Maybe Amanda.
ANY PET HATES?:Pet hates? No.
HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING?:No.
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?:Jammies.
FAVOURITE RESTAURANT?:Nah.
FAVOURITE RADIO STATION?:Nope. All my music on playlist.com.
FAVOURITE ACTOR?:Robin Williams
FAVOURITE ACTRESS?:Nope.
FAVOURITE STORE TO SHOP?:Don't have one.
WHAT IS THE BEST MEMORY YOU HAVE FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD?:When our class raised chick eggs in preschool.
WORST MEMORY YOU HAVE FORM YOUR CHILDHOOD?:I don't really have one.
LEAST FAVOURITE BAND/S?:I don't have least favorites. I just have hates and loves.
FAVOURITE BAND/S?:Ozzy, Black Sabbath, Judas Priest, Alice in Chains, Iron Maiden.
ARE YOU HAPPY?:Yeah.
WHAT IS YOUR OCCUPATION?:Mother.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT SENT YOU A TEXT MESSAGE?:I don't have a cell phone.
HOW OLD ARE YOU?:20
HAVE YOU EVER DYED YOUR HAIR?:No.
WHAT DO YOU DO TO VENT ANGER?:I usually don't vent. But sometimes, I'll find someone to vent to, but that's rare.
WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?:I have no idea.
HUGS OR KISSES?:Depends on who from.
BEEF OR PORK?:Beef.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:I don't know.
WHAT IS ON THE FLOOR OF YOUR CLOSET?:Boxes.
WHICH FRIEND HAVE YOU HAD THE LONGEST?:Jenny? Katy? Emily? I really don't know.
WHAT INSPIRES YOU?:Writers, directors.
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?:Spiders, choking, needles.
WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED?:Queen.
MOTORBIKE OR CARS?:Cars.
G-STRING OR BOXERSHORTS?:Neither.
AUSTRALIA OR AMERICA?:....I guess America.
WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC SHOULD BE FORBIDDEN?:Disco.
INCLUDING YOUR UNDERWEAR, WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?:....Okay, undewear, bra, jeans, t, socks.
HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED?:No.
IF YOU HAD ONLY ONE WEEK LEFT TO LIVE, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?:Go out with my family.
BEEN SO DRUNK YOU BLACKED OUT?:No.
MISSED SCHOOL OR WORK BECAUSE IT RAINED?:No.
PUT A BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT?:No.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HURT EMOTIONALLY?:Yes.
KEPT A SECRET FORM EVERYONE?:I don't think so.
EVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER?:No.
EVER CUT YOUR OWN HAIR?:Yes.
LAUGHED AT SOMEONE WITH A MENTAL/PHYSICAL DISABILITY?:No.
HAVE YOU GOT A TATTOO?:No. Kinda want one though.
EVER BEEN CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING YOU�D RATHER KEEP PRIVATE?:Yes.
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?:Love someone.
WHO IS THE WEIRDEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?:Jean and Crystal.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?:I'm not sure.
ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:Lover.
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:No.
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:YUUUUUUUUUUUUS.
IS BARBIE SEXY?:No.
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:No.
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:No.
HAVE YOU EVER SKY DIVED?:No.
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?:Probably.
CAN YOU SWIM?:No.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:Yes. Slightly slowly.
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:Yes.
DO YOU PEFER BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?:Brunettes.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:Something out there. I believe everybody's allergic to something, even if they'll never know.
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:...on my other foot.
WHO'S YOUR HERO?:Jake Johnson, Eric Carr, Ozzy Osbourne, Trent Reznor.
ARE YOU ADDICTED TO ANYTHING?:Candy.
IS DRUG-FREE THE WAY TO BE?:Yessssssssssss.
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:No.
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?:Yes.
EVER BEEN INVOLVED IN SOMETHING ILLIGAL?:Yes.
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The time has come to talk of many things~ [
May 12th, 2010 | 4:49pm
]
[ mood | I miss you ]

We were walking from The House back to The School that one day. We were having a conversation about talking rocks. Of all things. Talking rocks. The way you talked about them, I couldn't help but smile. 
Then she came. The Witch. No. Rather, The Bitch. Maybe somewhere she had been dubbed with both names. She did in my book. 
She pulled me away. The rest of our walk could have been even more beautiful. I was mad at her. But at the same time I didn't care. I just smiled. I knew it would be a waste of time to be mad at her. She wasn't worth my thoughts. 
You gave me a hug. And you looked at her, and I could tell then that there was a "you're full of shit" look there. And that made my smile even bigger. 
Mrs Bitchy Witch tried giving me an earful on the way home, but I wasn't listening. I just thought them talking rocks. I couldn't stop smiling.



You're truly amazing. <3

F.U.C.K.E.D. {{for.life}} [
May 5th, 2010 | 6:59pm
]
[ mood | frustrated ]


Sometimes I miss you. And it really fucks with my head. 'Cause I don't know why. And I don't want to know why. And I just flat out don't want to miss you. And now I'm screwed. Now I'm fucked. Because there's nothing I can do about it. There's no use being in denial with myself. So really, there's nothing I can do. And I fucking hate it. 'Cause really, I don't want to miss you.
I just don't want to miss you.

It wouldn't be the same [
February 12th, 2010 | 3:39pm
]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Sometimes I just miss it all. So much. So very much. And there's nothing I can do about. Just remember. Just dream. Just - relive it in my memory. In my head.

Even if I could, it wouldn't be the same.

That's not my life. It's not me.

I'm a different person now.

Everything is just - different.

Released. [
January 28th, 2010 | 4:50pm
]
[ mood | melancholy ]

It's okay.
It's done.


It's all done.
It's all over.




It's all over.

Writer's Block: Name your passion [
December 2nd, 2009 | 12:44pm
]
[ mood | sore ]

My daughter, my boyfriend, and music.

Fuck you. [
December 2nd, 2009 | 12:34pm
]
[ mood | Honest ]

You know, I love so many of you. But you know, a while back ago, I realized that all I need is myself. I need him. And her.
Otherwise, I can say fuck the rest of the world.


As long as I've got all that.




Representin' <3 [
December 2nd, 2009 | 11:41am
]
[ mood | okay ]

^_^ [
December 1st, 2009 | 2:24pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]





Some survey moment [
December 1st, 2009 | 1:49pm
]
[ mood | blah ]


Fuzzy Bear *Random Like The Name*
What’s your current mood?Okay. Better than half an hour ago
How long have you been up?Since 7:30 am
Who do you miss right now?Jake, Erica
What’s going on around you?Absolutely nothing
Did you watch the news?No
Where do you wish you were right now?In town
Did you work today?No. I should have though
Are you afraid of the dark?No
What’s your biggest fear?Choking
What color is your underwear?Blue
What color is your bra *if you wear one* ?White
What color(s) are your shoes?White
What color(s) is your shirt?Black
What color(s) are your pants?Blue
What is the date?December 1, 2009
What is the year?2009
What is the day?Tuesday
What is the month you were born in?January
What year were you born in?1990
What is your zodiac sign?Aquarius
What is your lucky number(s)?1
Where are you right now?College studen lounge
Are you excited about any thing?Not really
What can you not wait for?Getting paid friday
Are you sleepy?yeah a little
How many people have you called today?1
What are you drinking right now?Nothing
What are you eating right now?Nothing
Are you crying?No
Are you afraid?No
Are you happy?No
Are you mad at any one right now?No
Do you believe in a higher being?Not really
Do you believe in Satan?I don't know
Do you worship Satan?No
Do you think he is good or bad?If I believed he existed, then he's bad,
How many times have you cried today?I don't think I did
What made you cry the first time?...No idea
What are you thinking right now?I don't really know
Do you hate being asked the same question three times?Kinda
Do you hate being asked the same question three times?Kinda
Do you hate being asked the same question three times?Kinda
Ha-ha sorry, do you forgive me?No
If you could have one wish what would it be?To be happy right now
Okay fine you can have one more:No that's fine.
Who or what do you see when you close your eyes?My daughter
Are you in love?Yeah
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?Yeah
What’s there name?Jake Johnson
Where did you meet?Myspace and in a catholic church in person
How long have you known each other?A long time
Would you want to spend the rest of your life with them?Yes
What time is it?1:45 pm
Why don’t pigs fly?'cause they don't have wings and they're fat.
Why do you fill these out?'cause I wanted to
Did you like this survey?Kinda
Why do I put that in if I may never know what you think?'Cause you're dumb
What is your favorite month?July
What is your favorite holiday?4th July
What is your favorite season?Summer
Do you want this to be over with?Kinda
Take this survey or other MySpace Surveys at PimpSurveys.com

Today. [
December 1st, 2009 | 11:55am
]
[ mood | blah ]

Postpartum depression.
No energy.

Music.
Let the good times roll.

Heartbroken for no reason.

Daughter ~
Rolling around on the bed.

Cooing.

Boyfriend~
Watching some show on dvd.

Skipped both classes today.

Wasting time on facebook and photobucket.

Music.
My girl.
Acoustic.

Nirvana.

Sister's birthday today.
Her boyfriend's too.

So....happy birthday?

I need to do something.

Did you know I miss you?

Yes you.

Wake me up.

'Cause I think I'm dead.

Waiting.... [
September 24th, 2009 | 2:53pm
]
[ mood | hopeful ]

When will you finally realize just by my everyday actions...that my love for you is so huge, it's almost unreal.
The things I sacrifice daily for you, even food.
The fact that I am the only girl you ever had who will return your favors --- all the way down to back rubs.
I comfort you even when your against me.
I wear a ring every single day... hoping that it will be real to you as well.
I am the one who gets up every night and morning to feed and change our baby just so you don't have to.
I stay with you -- no matter what you put me through.
I promised to forgive you for anything and everything. So far, I've kept that promise.
I'm always where I told you I was -- I think you may have even tested me on that several times.

When ever I'm not with you -- I wait for your call or text. I long for it. I get impatient sometimes 'cause I just want to hear from you, RIGHT NOW.

I can't sleep well without you.

I know that if anything happened to you -- I'd miss you.


You're so important to me. You're the best. Besides our daughter, I could never in my life love anyone this much.

I'll wait for you every day to come around. I don't care how long it takes. I'll always be here for you.


Crazy Crazy Nights - Kiss [
May 27th, 2009 | 3:41pm
]
[ mood | crazy ]


(Whoow! Here's a little song for everybody out there)
People try to take my soul away,
but I don't hear the rap that they all say
They try to tell us we don't belong,
that's alright, we're millions strong
This is my music, it makes me proud,
these are my people and
this is my crowd


Chorus:
These are crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy nights
These are crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy nights

Sometimes days are so hard to survive,
a million ways to bury you alive
The sun goes down like a bad bad dream
You're wound up tight, gotta let off steam
They say they can break you again and again,
if life is a radio, turn up to ten

chorus repeats 2x

And they try to tell us that we don't belong
But that's alright, we're millions strong
You are my people, you are my crowd,
this is our music
,
we love it loud
Yeah, and nobody's gonna change me,
'cos that's who I am

chorus repeats out

Love Song for a Vampire - Annie Lennox [
May 27th, 2009 | 3:35pm
]

Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
The rhythm of this trembling heart
It's beating like a drum
It beats for you,it bleeds for you
It knows not how it sounds
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs

Once I had the rarest rose
That ever deigned to bloom
Cruel winter chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon
Oh loneliness
Oh hopelessness
To search the ends of time
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine

Love O love O love
O love O love O love
O love still falls the rain
O love O love
O love O love O love
O love still falls the night
Love O love O love
O love O love O love
O love be mine forever (be mine forever)
Love O love O love
O love O love O love
O love O love O love
O love O love O love

Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold
Now the floor of heav’n is laid
With stars of brightest gold
They shine for you
They shine for you

They burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free

.:.Stars.:. [
April 7th, 2009 | 3:34am
]
[ mood | excited ]

If people actually sat and watched the stars, I bet they'd live a lot differently...

 

LAWL [
April 6th, 2009 | 10:55pm
]
[ mood | excited ]

"Oh my gosh, he just threw his bunny meat in the dirt. That's fucked up. That bunny's life was meaningless."

XD

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